Benjamin Jacob Ballarde

something strange…

Posted in art, fashion, local, movies, music, poems, science by Benjamin Jacob Ballarde on 30 April, 2009
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http://ballarde.wordpress.com/

its fun. & easy. & it makes you feel creative! (even if you aren’t).

Posted in art, poems, uncategorizable by Benjamin Jacob Ballarde on 9 August, 2008

Wordle is a toy for generating “word clouds” from text that you provide. The clouds give greater prominence to words that appear more frequently in the source text. You can tweak your clouds with different fonts, layouts, and color schemes.”

So, you can just paste in a bunch of text from…anywhere, really.  You can also just type in a URL, RSS, or del.icio.us address.  

Here’s some cheesy examples from my blog:












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today

Posted in poems, uncategorizable by Benjamin Jacob Ballarde on 23 July, 2008

there is a breeze & there are cars,

& this is the world i live in.

trash blows with the leaves, &

students wear form-fitting billboard tees.

a dad smokes a cigarette; his daughter

breathes it in – and this is

somehow okay in the world i live in.

but, there is still a breeze.

“A Satire Against Reason and Mankind” by John Wilmot

Posted in poems by Benjamin Jacob Ballarde on 26 June, 2008

“Were I (who to my cost already am
One of those strange, prodigious creatures, man)
A spirit free to choose, for my own share,
What case of flesh and blood I pleased to wear,
I’d be a dog, a monkey or a bear,
Or anything but that vain animal
Who is so proud of being rational…” (lines 1-7)

Pathetique

Posted in art, fashion, music, poems, uncategorizable by Benjamin Jacob Ballarde on 15 June, 2008

On Indie-RockKitsch Aesthetic

Society is happening with or without your retro-rhetoric - 

your melancholy melodrama can’t distance you from it;

you ironize the truth to make it a bit more palatable, 

Hail the mopey Folky’s words as irrefutable.

You plagiarize the past to canonize your history,

invoking names of heroic rebellion - 

che, john, syd, and ian - 

You’ll be remembered for remembering someone else’s memories…

a glorious nostalgia for events you’ve only read about.

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Lepidoptera #19

Posted in poems, uncategorizable by Benjamin Jacob Ballarde on 14 June, 2008

we walked and walked, as walking goes

hand in hand, eyes tightly closed;

so much happens deep within,

that sight does seem both frail and thin;

why look? why peek? if all to see

is a Dream undone by reality?

what thought, what care, have we for it? - 

beyond the need to eat, sleep, and shit

Believing Is An Honorable Art

Posted in poems, uncategorizable by Benjamin Jacob Ballarde on 12 June, 2008

You are now of age

(of the age to Know)

which god or sage

your soul will follow.

Upon this decision,

Act! – and Act often,

lest to’ard unreason

your feelings will soften.

Your mind is now strong:

as strong as your heart;

allow it to lead,

not Alone, but in part.

Posted in poems, uncategorizable by Benjamin Jacob Ballarde on 11 June, 2008

“There a beggar goes

Heaven and earth he’s wearing

For his summer clothes.”

–Takarai Kikaku

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Upon Librorum Prohibitorum

Posted in poems, uncategorizable by Benjamin Jacob Ballarde on 9 June, 2008

thus, methinks, i shan’t repose,

    while head is fill’d with thoughts as those

that cloud my mind with sentiment,

    and subvert Will with foul intent;

to think and be as one who knows

    the laughing pain of death’s dear throes.

you spit and curse, but can’t lament

    your sad excuse for life ill-spent;

why change? why try? its far too late

    to alter your sad sinless fate

as one who broke his crown against

    those proudly padlock’d pearly gates.

Posted in poems, uncategorizable by Benjamin Jacob Ballarde on 8 June, 2008

“The falling flower

I saw drift back to the branch

Was a butterfly.”

–Arakida Moritake

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